Keith's POV
Hmm, he looks really nervous I've never seen him so flustered I might as well take advantage of this moment while I can. slowly I'm leaning in to kiss him and I can feel the passion building and starting to heat up as I climb on his lap and begin running my fingers through his hair silky, soft and soothing hair I can smell his shampoo and it smells like fresh strawberries I like this a lot. This kiss is keeping up its fast and passionate pace as his tongue found an opening to try and dominate the kiss but I wasn't going to give up so easily. To my surprise, Lance put up a fight but eventually, he gave in and let me take control. He is adorable honestly he may be 6ft. 3 but he is like an adorable kid. Slowly we both are backing away and just wow lance is blushing and his smile is wider than I have ever seen it. This makes me really happy inside. I cannot believe what is happening right now. Oh, he's speaking I should stop zoning out from just looking at him. "H-hey Keith, can we go to our hangout spot?" He sounds worried? I wonder why I'll ask him. "Sure but why are you worried?" Oh wow, I never thought his face could get more red is he okay? "K-Keith I'm not exactly out to my family yet a-and" I cut him off by gently kissing him on the lips then driving off. I wonder if I caught him off guard? He hasn't said a word this during the whole ride.Lance's POV
"H-hey Keith, can we go to our hangout spot?" Hopefully, he can't notice that I'm nervous I mean I never get nervous but somehow he has caught me off guard twice today. "Sure but why are you worried?" I swear it's like he can read my mind I think I should tell him the truth I can't go on like this lying to him well technically I'm just not telling him which isn't lying. Ugh, I need to stop this I'm telling him!"K-Keith I'm not exactly out to my family yet a-and" Oh I see him leaning in towards me I need to tell him but I also wouldn't mind a kiss right now. The kiss is much more gentle than before and I like it but as much I deny it he did catch me off guard a lot today, but that's one of the many reasons of why I love him. He is kind, funny without ever being mean oh and the way his eyes sparkle when he is passionate about something is beautiful. Oh crap, I'm zoning out in my thoughts I haven't said anything most of the ride. I should say something. "So Keith um as I was saying before I am not out to my family and I don't know how you feel about it b-but" He stopped the car and I felt my heart skip a beat as he leaned in to kiss me! How many times is he going to cut me off by kissing me ugh I hate how much power he has over me yet I'm letting him do this. This huge power that can make me change my mind. That's it I need to back out of this kiss and speak to him but this feels so good maybe just a bit longer. No! I am backing away. I slowly start to back away as I say "Keith I - I do like kissing you but I'm trying to talk with you right now" Crap I can't tell what he's thinking!
Keith POV
Hm, what should I say? I thought kissing him maybe it would stop his worrying but he does have a point. I should apologize to Lance but for what kissing my boyfriend? Ugh, thoughts.
"Lance, I thought if I kissed you maybe you would stop looking too worried."
Crap! He's crying what should I do? Hug him or comfort him verbally?
"L-lance, don't cry just tell me what's wrong okay?"
I hope that came out right. He somehow looks as if saying that filled him with more sorrow. What is going on? He isn't replying I think I'll lean in and hug him. I highly dislike seeing Lance like this he's usually more egotistical not saying that's a good thing but it's better than seeing him like this. He's vulnerable and somehow he looks like a small child. Ugh, Keith stops getting lost in your thoughts talk to Lance.
"Lance tell me what's wrong I am concerned."
Finally, I see him opening his mouth to speak
"Keith I'm not out to my family and I - I didn't know if by telling you maybe you would um break up with me or get uh mad at me f-"
I cut him off by placing my hand over his mouth. He's so stupid sometimes why would I break up with him after everything.
"Lance it's official you are an idiot. I wouldn't break up with you because you're not out yet I would encourage you to come out but you should do it when you are ready and honestly I hate seeing you like this I miss seeing you like you usually are despite how egotistical you are."
Lance's POV
Keith looks deep in thought what is he thinking? Oh, he is starting to talk pay attention, Lance.
"Lance, I thought if I kissed you maybe you would stop looking too worried."
No, Lance stop crying I can't let him see me like this I'm broken.
"L-lance, don't cry just tell me what's wrong okay?"
I can't stop crying why can't I just stop this I hate this I feel so broken right now. I need to respond before he gets more worried. He is speaking again ugh why can't I stop crying I just want to wind back time to where we kissed and it felt like we were in a state of happiness.
"Lance tell me what's wrong I am concerned."
I need to say something. That's it I will say something and fight this sadness he deserves to know.
"Keith I'm not out to my family and I - I didn't know if by telling you maybe you would um break up with me or get uh mad at me f-"
He cut me off by placing his hand on my mouth it's soft and smells like strawberries and smoke I like this but wait does he smoke? Is he hiding this from me wait what shouldn't I be mad at him for putting his hand on my mouth, therefore, cutting me off yet somehow I cannot get mad at him I mean look at him he looks so beautiful. Oh crap, he's speaking what will he say?
"Lance it's official you are an idiot. I wouldn't break up with you because you're not out yet I would encourage you to come out but you should do it when you are ready and honestly I hate seeing you like this I miss seeing you like you usually are despite how egotistical you are."
I'm glad he's not dumping me but did he just call me egotistical? That is far from how I am on the inside at least. Well, I suppose I do act extremely confident on the outside but that's due to the fact that I'm broken like this on the inside and now he's seen the real me it's a bit scary. Wait I need to reply. Maybe something cocky to get his mind off what he just saw or should I tell him the truth about how I feel I mean he looks concerned and supportive.
"Keith I - never mind did you just call me egotistical!"
Keith was amused by what Lance had just said therefore he giggled slightly before saying "so what if I did loverboy?"
Lance's POV
Oh god, did he just call me loverboy? How should I respond why is he the only person who can make me speechless I'm a huge talker I could babble on for hours but with him, it's different ugh! Act calm lance say something anything at this point. "U-m if anything you're the loverboy." What the heck why did I just say that! Oh, he's speaking stop getting lost in your thoughts lance pay attention. I notice that he is moving closer as he replies making direct eye contact with me "Oh am I?" His eyes are so pretty and oh gosh his lips are so kissable and soft I just want to wait for lance focus! Ugh, why does he do this to me!! How should I respond? What should I do? I need to focus! Say something! I'll just say the first thing that comes to mind. "M-maybe" Geez how is that the only thing that I could get out! Crap, he isn't speaking I don't know what to say right now. Oh, he is leaning in closer what is he going to do? Is he going to kiss me? Okay, close your eyes, Lance. Suddenly I hear him whisper in my ear "Oh it's a maybe you're so indecisive were you closing your eyes for a kiss? If you really want one you could've asked" Wait Isn't it weird to ask someone for a kiss this guy is a bit odd but I like him anyway but the whisper thing was a bit creepy yet it made my heart beat that huge unmistakable pounding that only he can cause. God, why does he do this to me it's driving me crazy! Wait I just realized that it's been about 10 minutes of silence and all he can see is myself fidgeting with my sweaty hands gosh I need to do something. "Keith U-um sorry" He looked at me confused at amused in a way as he replied with "What for silly?" Crap, I shouldn't have apologized I said the first thing that came to my mind. I'll just be honest I can do this. "For not doing this" I start to things heat up as I climb on his lap and begin slowly running my fingers through his soft silky mullet. This kiss is keeping up its fast and passionate pace as his tongue found an opening to try and dominate mine. not to my surprise, Keith put up a fight and ended up winning I'm not experienced with kissing as well as he is not that I would admit it but I do enjoy this. Slowly we both are backing away and wow Keith is smiling and it's so cute! This reminds me of when we kissed but roles are reversed in a way but only positions wait why am I overthinking this it was just a kiss but the kiss felt special. I mean he's special which made it special right?
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